2005-10-02 20:57 晴朗
i have a drawing book spiral,equal to my diary,keeping my own personal record,as of experiences.it is 100 g/m2 acid and interleaved with blotting-paper.
5 years before,i found it in a little market nearby my campus.since then,i was use to recording my feelings or memories in it by drawing and writing.
anything moving with happy,sad,disapponit,even hurt was record by myself,because they were my own emotion.
afterward,we bought 2 vases of 12 color pencils together in Wangfujing Street.we shared not only the colorful but also the joy.memories felt wet,may it be something about tears.my eyes emerged ur reflection,full of tears.in fact,i couldn't take my eyes off u,so i swallowed down the tears.
when i came back,i was gonna write down all the feelings of our incur.but,what a difficulty it was.
seasons changes,that old memories keep growing deeper and deeper as days come and go.we can bask in the rainbow of the memories.
everything is okay, except no news;but, no news is good news.to my exciting,i have received a invitation to a co. to do the job test.waiting is boring.i try my best to get myself sleepping.10 minutes past,1 hour past,... ...i can't help listening all sounds it the abientment dark,lying toss and turn.
lonely offered me another object----time.i could paint,read and write.i practise drawing on computer by cad, and then, triming,printing... ...
yesterday evening,i had made a conversation with my dad in the call.dad and mom went to the hospital to do a examine on urine analysis.dad told me mother's blood sugar is regular,i concealed my anxiety on the phone.no matter how worry i was,it is so long a distance.that sense is so terrible,i was willing to stay home to take care my mom but unable to do so.
dipping into my painting,the picture of i in mom's arms focused my eyes.i had drawn this painting 4 years before.now,something has changed other than the old glorious springtime.
i only can but write down aside the painting----God bless u,my mom,my dear.
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